Alone with myself

As I have mentioned on many other occasions I am taking an Artists Way workshop. This week is deprivation week. It is supposed to help us to be less distracted from our own creativity and potential for creative endeavors. The thing I decided to deprive myself of for the week is listening to the radio while in the car. To some that might not sound like a big feat but for someone who spends at least 1.5hrs in the car commuting on a daily basis that is a long time. last night was the first night and it went by without a hitch, this morning was a little more difficult and tonight on the way home was the hardest. I had what might be described as a very challenging day that just kept getting worse and worse and ended with me having to try to catch a wasp that was flying around my house in a Tupperware container so I could throw its ass outside!I would like to report that I won and the wasp lost! I also go to paint out some of my feelings which was a nice release but some of them are still trapped inside of me. I am afraid of what might come out tomorrow morning in the car on the way to work when its just me and my thoughts. I think me and my thoughts are headed to bed. At least sleeping I cant think . . . Well there is always dreaming!