Down to 12% . . .

. . . No it isn't impossible! When you wake up and do nothing but watch TV its very possible to get your DVR down to 12%. That was my Sunday. I needed that rest. I always have something to do and sometimes don't take enough time to just sit and do nothing. It was a long time coming. The only problem with watching TV for 12 straight hours is nothing else gets done and then the guilt sinks in. I think I have been "depressed" for about a week or so. I miss my boyfriend more then you can know. Being in a long distance relationship is so hard sometimes, especially when you want to be there to comfort and to be comforted. Sometimes I just want to be in his arms and I can't just do that anytime I want. I am not trying to have a pity party for myself but it looks like this is what its turning out to be. I just know that I have been in a funk lately and I'm not sure how to get out of it. I won't see Jason until the end of September and I can't be in this funk until then. The next few weekends are packed full of fun so hopefully that will help. Next weekend book club, the following I have family from NY coming into town, and then p3 weekend. The one after that is when I get to see my honey! Can't come soon enough! Ok so this isn't where I thought this blog would go but hey they all can't be award winning entertainment.