Tomorrow is just another day . . .

This is something my mom always reminds me of whenever there is something happening on a specific day and it is making me sad. She always tells me that "its just another day and when you wake up the next day it will be over". Well tonight is the opposite because when I wake up tomorrow it will be the day that would have been our 2 year anniversary. I have been trying not to think about it all day, all week actually. I had it written in my planner and now there is just a bunch of scribbles where it was written. I know what was originally there. I wish it was that easy to trick myself. I am glad that I get to go back to work tomorrow (I have been dealing with back issues and was out of work for 4 days . . . a total different story. Lets just say when it rains it pours) so that way I can keep myself busy as to not dwell on this. It was almost something I wasn't even going to write about but I figured if I write about it I can externalize some of the feelings so maybe . . . just maybe tomorrow won't suck as much as I think it might. *sigh*