Everybody needs a good cry now and then. I just finished with one that lasted about a half an hour. It started while watching the movie The Vow (I should have known it would happen). I am not even completely sure why it started or why it continued and why it ended. If I had to sit and think about the things going through my mind during the last 30 minutes I would probably end up making a list of about 50 things. I know that lately my heart has been heavy and has been in pain. I know that most of the time I hide it pretty well which is ironic since I am the type of person that wears my emotions on my sleeve. The depth of the level of unhappiness is what has been hidden. There is so much of my life that is up in the air and it is down right frightening to me. I feel like I am living in fear on a daily basis in one aspect or another. Even while writing this blog my mind is racing about all the thoughts I want to get out. Maybe if I just make a list. Lists help put things into perspective right. 1. _____________ 2. _____________ 3. _____________ 4. _____________ 5. _____________ And just like that my mind is blank. I will revisit this another day. For now . . . I am off to bed. (This was from May 27th. It just never posted. I guess I went to bed to quick! LOL)